heart to heart

hehe..first of all, i just want to tell you that i didn't do it without concrete reason..

i have my own reason..

if i give up early, i already took the supposed decision long time ago.

but i already gave chances,

i'm very dissappointed with everything.

maybe i'm the one who is wrong,

maybe i'm the one you should blame

myabe i'm the one that is very annoying

maybe i'm over sensitive

maybe i'm so so...

maybe i'm not good enough 

maybe i'm so overreacted

maybe i expecting everything too high

maybe this thing shouldn't happened

i dont know

this thing keep bugging me

and once cause me to breakdown

but,

thank god,

i got the courage to face the challenge at that time

so,

hope the decision i make is much much better to myself

maybe you will say i'm so selfish

really i care what you say,

but i can't stand it anymore,

so i release everything due to my own reason

yes, my own reason

so,

i dont wanna care what you say

because i'm the one who're suffering over here

not you

i'm really damn damn tired

not you

i'm really exhausted

not you

and i will say again

not you 

but its me

so if you willing,

i will give you a try

so ,

would you try???

please let me know..

A.S.A.P

but i hope that we will still remain as friends, brother , sister, cause all of you are my siblings

so just give support to them all..

may Allah bless you all..

p/s : i didn't accusing anyone..

just my special session